i am bored. it is hard to believe that i have not driven in almost 2 weeks. i love my children and i am so happy to spend some time with them. their mom is in florida so i am mr. dad and mr. mom. no complaints about that. i wish i had them all here so we could have 4 way arguments instead of 2 ways!!!
as i sit here, i am bored. i have lots to do. it is easy to put doing things off. after all, the phone might ring anytime, right? but i can't leave. i can justify putting off the things i should be doing to make room for the things i may not end up doing. makes perfect sense doesn't it?
my time off is good and deep inside i know it. i need the break from the road because i know my perspective will change when i get my next assignment and get behind the wheel.
funny how things change in life. for most of our lives we dread going to work. we enjoy all the fruits of our labors. i like to eat. i like to play. work has only provided the means to do what i wanted to do. this is different. i love what i do. i love trips and every one is different. the people are different. it is not boring at all. i feast on being around other people and i guess that is why i love doing what i do.
i have been considering some life and career changes and i am stuck moving forward. i have seen a lot of geese lately so i know that no matter the direction i will be okay. sometimes god does not move fast enough for me and i get impatient. when i do i make bad decisions and suffer the consequences. i have enough maturity now to know that even waiting is progress in motion. i can't see it but i trust. god may not move fast enough for me but i know his timing is perfect and mine is always late or early. so, i wait.
until next time...
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